It's hard to blog!

Blogging is not for the faint at heart! I mean, I never thought it would be an easy thing to do.... but I never expected it to be this hard. I'm not talking about the sitting down, writing part. I'm talking about the opening up my vault protected heart and spilling out, to mostly strangers, all my thoughts that maybe constantly ridiculed or cause multiple eye rolls. It is so annoying. There are times I come up with the wittiest and heart felt topics and I sit down and open my computer and instantly freeze up. Then the crazy parade begins!

"Don't write that! Nobody cares!"

"You are the biggest idiot in the world."

"If you write that down everyone will think you are weak"

"Everyone will think you are stupid."

"Don't let them know they hurt you."

I close my computer defeated or just stalk peoples pretend lives on Facebook! Mostly I revert to Facebook stalking. It's just easier.

But isn't that the whole point of the blog? To get these crazy, funny, heartfelt and sometimes helpful stories out there for the world to see. Because you never know when the very thing that is happening to you could be the very thing that someone out there needs to hear. The very thing that can bring peace, laughter and maybe, just maybe change their life. Getting it out just might save mine.

So, what does that mean? What is the point of this blog post? The point is that I have many stories to share, so I'm going to share them no matter how hard it is. I have to, so I can save my life.

Blogging is so hard though.

But I got this.